My man....

This is my husband...

flying

my very own superhero

and i miss him,

and leaving him behind after 15 days together 

not knowing when we'll meet again

makes me sad.

Coming back to London,

a place that never feels like home to me

makes it even harder.

Being messed around by your work

so that you've got from being

part time employed

to virtually unemployed

makes it sucky.

But he reminds me 

that our future is bright,

he reminds me that the time apart is important

for our future time together.

and he reminds me that this

was my own decision

and i can change it at any time.

sometimes i wonder.....